{"id":652,"date":"2020-03-09T15:10:11","date_gmt":"2020-03-09T15:10:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/?p=652"},"modified":"2020-03-19T13:26:37","modified_gmt":"2020-03-19T13:26:37","slug":"a-home-called-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/2020\/03\/09\/a-home-called-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"A home called fear"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Verboten und versteckt - Saisonnierkinder erz\u00e4hlen\" width=\"660\" height=\"371\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/JYYq_iU3lSo?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-preformatted\"> Five years old\n Rise\n Wash your face and dress\n Heat a soup\n Play\n in silence\n <em>Wait<\/em>\n\n Six years old\n Make drawings\n Do not drag chairs\n Go slowly to the bathroom\n Look at people from the corner of the balcony\n To hide\n <em>Wait<\/em>\n\n Seven years old\n Watch cartoons\n Television mute\n Yearning for snow\n Play\n in silence\n<em> Wait<\/em>\n\n Eight years old\n A Nintendo, without sound\n Read\n Cooking rice\n Look out the window\n To imagine\n<em> Wait<\/em>\n\n Nine years old\n Risk opening the front door\n Make puzzles\n Listening to music on the walkman\n Write\n <em>Agonize the wait<\/em>\n\n____\n\nCinco anos de idade\nLevantar\nLavar a cara e vestir\nAquecer uma sopa \nBrincar \nem sil\u00eancio\n<em>Esperar<\/em>\n\nSeis anos\nFazer desenhos \nN\u00e3o arrastar cadeiras\nIr devagarinho \u00e0 casa-de-banho\nOlhar para as pessoas do canto da varanda\nEsconder\n<em>Esperar<\/em>\n\nSete anos\nVer desenhos animados \nTelevis\u00e3o muda\nAnsiar por neve\nBrincar \nem sil\u00eancio\n<em>Esperar<\/em>\n\nOito anos\nUma Nintendo, sem som\nLer\nCozinhar um arroz\nOlhar pela janela\nImaginar\n<em>Esperar<\/em>\n\nNove anos\nArriscar abrir a porta da rua\nFazer puzzles\nOuvir m\u00fasica no walkman\nEscrever\n<em>Agonizar a espera\n<\/em>\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-container-1 wp-block-group\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container\">\n<pre class=\"wp-block-preformatted\"> Four white walls\n where loneliness grows\n The uncertainty of the days to come\n What if no one comes back?\n What if I can't get out?\n Will the monsters patrolling the outside come?\n Hungry child?\n Or child without parents?\n Is there an option?\n This is where I am, why don't you want me?\n What harm have I done to them?\n Can I play on the swing?\n I promise I won't damage it. It's theirs, isn't it?\n Tell them I can see without touching\n I learned how to say it\n Can I tell them?\n That I will smell the flowers without cutting\n I'll walk slowly\n I will not speak\n or sing\n That they can keep my toys\n That I will only study\n If they let me stay\n Just a little more, mom, just a little \n\n----\n\nQuatro paredes brancas\nonde cresce a solid\u00e3o\nA incerteza dos dias que vir\u00e3o\nE se ningu\u00e9m voltar?\nE se n\u00e3o poder sair?\nOs monstros que patrulham o exterior vir\u00e3o?\nCrian\u00e7a com fome?\nOu crian\u00e7a sem pais?\nH\u00e1 op\u00e7\u00e3o?\nIsto aqui onde estou, porque n\u00e3o me querem?\nQue mal lhes fiz?\nPosso brincar no baloi\u00e7o? \nPrometo que n\u00e3o vou estragar. \u00c9 deles n\u00e3o \u00e9?\nDiz-lhe que sei ver sem tocar\nEu aprendi a dizer\nPosso dizer-lhes?\nQue vou cheirar as flores sem cortar\nQue vou andar devagarinho\nEu n\u00e3o vou falar\nou cantar\nQue podem ficar com os meus brinquedos\nQue s\u00f3 vou estudar\nSe me deixarem ficar\nS\u00f3 mais um pouco, m\u00e3e, s\u00f3 mais um bocadinho\n<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Five years old Rise Wash your face and dress Heat a soup Play in silence Wait Six years old Make drawings Do not drag chairs Go slowly to the bathroom Look at people from the corner of the balcony To hide Wait Seven years old Watch cartoons Television mute Yearning for snow Play in silence &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/2020\/03\/09\/a-home-called-fear\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A home called fear<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[74,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=652"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":654,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions\/654"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=652"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=652"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/llagnes.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=652"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}